The Cross and My Forerunner

In this life, we all run for something and maybe for others, they are running for someone or anything that they find their purpose of living, every single day. Most of us are lost, lost in the sense that we feel like we're trapped in a cage that we barely find a way how can we possibly go out in there. Some are messed up, broken, no sense of direction, in pain. As if everyone is searching for something they do not know what they are looking for nor where should they look for and look at. Are you in a search right now? Then, there is no reason for you not to read what I am about to say. And you better prepare your heart for this!

Do you know Jesus? Or yet, did you hear the word Jesus spoken to you by your friends or maybe in social media, in a book store, in your workplace or in your school? If yes, what did they tell you about Jesus? Did they say something about the Cross or that He is the Son of a perfect God? That He is sinless and His life is sinless? Did they say that He died for you as a sacrifice for your sin because His Father loves you so much that He doesn't want you not to experience a relationship that only through Him we can have? Or did they make you feel bad of His death--being crucified and slaughtered and all because of you? That you are the reason why He is nailed on the Cross where His love ran red and your sin washed white? Because they are all truth but reality is, we are often mistakenly informed of who He is. Many are afraid to know Jesus for that one reason, that is rejection. We are all scared to death of being rejected. We all craved for acceptance. That someone out there cares for us; that somehow in this world we are special. That we are worthy of being loved, of someone wasting and making time for us. This is how people think, if they have not seen Jesus yet. Oh, you may wonder and say, 'So, this writer must have been crazy saying Oh, she has seen Jesus. Well, good for her then because I have not!' No, I am not saying I have literally seen Jesus, I mean not physically but spiritually.

See, I am no better than any of you reading this. I am a sinner, just like you. Just as much as the pastors, missionaries that preach or the people that you see go to church or your comrades that are Christians or even the president or the most kind and well-behaved person you know of. Everyone have sinned, no matter how small or big that is. For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God (Romans 3:23). No one is exempted from being a sinner, whether you deny or admit it, you are one. The fact is that we were born with a sin-- a sin that made us eternally separated to God, the Maker of all Creations.

So what's the point of everything? The point is to realize the real greedy reality, "that our sins, your sin have crushed JESUS on the Cross. And JESUS is the victim of the Gospel Story" (Louie Giglio). You have to take this in a very serious manner because Jesus took it very seriously when He died on the Cross 2,000 years ago, for you and for me. I know it is not that easy to grasp this thing and in some way you are on the process of digesting the truth. But here's the catch: You will know that you have seen JESUS and seen the fullness of the Cross when you understand that it is not the Cross but it's YOUR CROSS, where Christ died. Because for us to fully celebrate the power of the Gospel, we have to know that it was not something done to us, but it was something we did to Him. The moment we understood what really happened on the Cross, you would think 'it's not just the Cross anymore, it's my Cross'. Indeed, we need God to assist us in every single area of our lives.

We must fully understand that GOD was not just a passive by passer or a passive by stander on the Cross. He is the instigator. He signed off His own death. And did you know that the place where Jesus prayed to His Father before His crucifixion came from the meaning 'olive pressed'? Gethsemane means 'crushing'. JESUS who is omniscient and omnipotent; you might ask why, if He is all powerful and all-knowing then He should have stopped His own suffering. Yes, JESUS has the power to stop it. But HE made a choice to go through with it. He has paid the price, for you and for me. That is how unconditional His love is for everyone. Isn't He amazingly wonderful?

God's wrath poured out on Christ, obliterated our curse. Here is the good news! Listen to this! OUR SINS ARE FINISHED AND DONE! What God has done is finished! CONDEMNATION IS NO MORE. So if you are someone who longs for worth and of great value, you have it already! If you are someone who trembles and hides when rejection is coming, you need not be! Jesus made it very clear and loud by being the substitution for our sins, He has proven your worth by dying on the Cross that you are special and that He sees you and cares deeply for you. If the Cross is not enough for you to believe that God is pleased with you and He knows you by name which is by the way written in the Scriptures, I can't help you. Because unless you see Jesus, nothing will change. However, believe it or not, guilt is finished and shame is done! So, I challenge you now. Are you willing to take this opportunity to believe in GOD? To accept Him in your heart and very soul as your Savior and Lord? To surrender your life to HIM, the Master and Creator of the Universe? If your answer is yes, you chose the best decision that you could ever have! You just made the Heaven celebrate and angels sing at this moment!

But wait, remember that there is an enemy who wants you to hang on to what God has obliterated. But from now on, you can tell with conviction to that enemy, 'you know what, you are talking to the wrong person!'. No matter how many times the enemy would try to attack you, you will not faint. You might stumble and fall, but when you believe that You have a Big GOD that stands before you, nothing could ever hinder you since God is already in you. Our GOD is a God who always goes with us. He is there 24/7 of our lives. Thank God for who He is--breathtakingly beautiful in His mercy and grace.

More than anything, let us keep ourselves reminded that we cannot do enough to keep GOD from loving us. Neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord (Romans 8:39). From today onwards, claim that you are brand new in Christ. Unconsciously, you will become way less interested in yourself and become way more interested in the One who created you, who crushed for you when you live in the truth. Yourself become squeezed out of the equation day by day.

Above everything, the Cross is the only thing that matters for you now as you live your new victorious identity. And you started running the race, running for God's sake and chasing after all that Jesus is.